Friday, August 4
worst flare in years. it got so bad that i started biting my hands and wrists to ease the pain. and i've never cried from the pain before. flares aren't supposed to last more than 72 hours. i seem to be wasting a lot of my life lying in bed taking painkillers and trying to sleep. my ct is starting to get suspicious because i ocp so much. and i can't seem to get my work done, i keep collapsing around. sigh. just not feeling so positive right now. so cold and my head oh God. and it feels like i'm having period cramps from my lower back down to my feet on both sides, only worse and all over.
it must've been love.
10:08 pm
xoxo
